HOME, HOME on THE RANGE

Going to KL tomorrow morning...So everyone try not to msg me. LOL.
Ill be back on the 20th early morning.
After enjoying myself at the Sepang F1.
I hope i can get there and back in one piece.

Those of you who can, pray for my safe journey to and fro.

See everyone soon.

Joshie away!!!

BLunder...

Tonight i was supposed to be in camp, but unfortunately some people forgot to include me in the 'passanger manifest'. Screwy shit. A night of fun was spoilt haiys. Only to be replaced by a night of sadness.
sigh.
My brother left to KL already, and im next on tues. Now i hope that the news im about to get isnt that bad.

sigh

joshie out.

Just a post

Finally finished the video for my dear Suj, on the 070705 London Bombings. Just another video to add to my portfolio. Sigh, i wish i hadn't deleted all the others. Damn.
Now its back to realxing for a while, and getting ready for my trip to KL.
So excited!
Hehe.
Can't wait. Im excited and worried at the same time. Its hard to describe, because i want this to work out so much, and i HAVE to be the more understanding one in this.

The Sepang Grand Prix is going to be a wonderful thing. Too bad i have to go alone. :(
Wish she could go with me, sigh.

Anyway...
joshie out.

My Hobby, my babies.

Below are my models which i have hand built and painted, painstakingly...and patiently :) Just to let those ppl who dont know what my hobby is.

Ferrari F50 (Tamiya 1/24)


Nissan Calsonic Skyline R34 JGTC (Tamiya 1/24)


Ferrari F40 (Tamiya 1/24)


P-51D Mustang (Trumpeter 1/72)


F-15D (Academy 1/72)


F-14 Tomcat (Academy 1/72)


F-18 Hornet (Italeri 1/72)


VF-1S Valkyrie Macross (1/32)


Gundam Seed - Duel (1/144)

Models not shown: 1/72 B-1B Lancer, 1/72 F-16 Viper, 1/72 Buccaneer, 1/72 Spitfire, 1/48 Ching Kuo, 1/72 F-117 Nighthawk, 1/24 Ferrari Testerossa, 1/24 BMW cup 3Series, 1/24 Merecedes Benz 190E, 1/24 Volkswagen Karman Ghia.
Unbuilt models: 1/72 A-10 Warthog, 1/72 FW-190D.

Mayday! Mayday!

Mayday! Mayday! This is flight JZ 24, we have a twin engine blowout, and we are rapidly losing altitude. I repeat, we have a twin engine blowout, and we are losing altitude.

Just when you think everything is going well, something unexpected comes along and brings with it a heap of dissappointment.
Though not intentional, my heart did break. But later i realised, i was just being presented a set of rules and i needed to respect and follow them closely if i wanted this to work.

I was just hurt at the intial reaction.
" I just have no mood".
That just broke my heart into a million pieces, and threw me into confusion.

After clarification though, i realised what was happening. And I know i did the right thing and gave the right words.

joshie out.

Meanwhile, in my life, i realise there is alot of responsibilty on me, A BLOODY lot.
And im accountable for alot of things. I hope that after today, my situation will be come through faster. And after the discipline is increased, things i know will get better.

joshie
Lord help me.

Beach

A walk along the beach does one good.
Alone and in solitude. You can think and ponder, and just enjoy the breeze.

But sometimes its good to have a friend along to have a conversation with.

Once again, lonliness and the longning of certain company sets in.
I guess not many ppl know what its like, cause no one has been in a similar situation, but things are going better than expected.
And all i can do it thank Him.

Its something that is hard to find, but when you have it. Its priceless.

joshie

Farewell to Down Under.

Sent my dear brother, Nat off to Sydney today. Flying back for his next year at UNSW.
Sigh, i know my turn will come soon.
Sooner than i think.

Also got to know a secret. A Happy secret. An Exciting secret.

hehehhehe.

jOshie out.
( i hope the ppl call soon for my interview ) its in YOUR hands Lord.