Finale?

Is this the end? Or is this the beginning?
Life is so full of unexpected twists turns, roadblocks, detours and shortcuts (seems more like the amazing race).

Faced with a split traffic sign, joshie sat there wondering which lane he should take, the dimly lit lane to an unknown end? Or the road that leads into total darkness...and obscurity.
The latter, for he knows its better to have a plastered heart that still works, then have an atomised non-existent one. Rather then lose an angel totally altogether, i'd still have her friendship (though that also seems non-existent).

Everyone is this world is treated equally, some...more equal than others.

Today, is a day of decisions...though it may seem just small matter to some, or just another passing emotion...it is not, for me. It is (was?) a serious matter.

If you do read this, i want you to know that i always cared (will always care?) for you and your spiritual life. Always wanting to help, no matter reward or none. I just wished you got to know me a little better...but i guess He has His reasons.

Joshie signing out on this matter (forever?).Nay.Till (When) it arises.

joshie