Surprise...

You know how surprises catch you off guard when you least expect it...
Even more when its from someone you really...care about. A lovely, beautiful gift, from someone as beautiful as...well words would just be insufficient.

sometimes i just wonder why its like this...

*heart hurting as this point*

*comes back*

Is it so hard for you to see through that thick brick wall. crap. whatever i say next wont matter so i wont bother.
My future is also bugging me so much, its so hard. crap.
I really wish the sky would fall...
But im still NOT giving up......both.

J raJ out.