finally...

im back, at the office, my new job. aircraft engine inspector.
im good, mentally and physically
but emotionally in the twilight zone.
dont ask why i was away for so long.
i just was
but now im back ( from outer space...)

its been 2 weeks since we talked...its painful, and i think its getting to her.
i can only hope and pray.
crap.

sigh

shit.

the end

joshie