An Excellent Star Wars Video

Never in my life have i seen such a well choreographed fan video.
Worth paying tribute to.

For all the Jedi's...




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Amazing Race Sentosa

SWAT had their first ever Amazing Race in Sentosa.
Fun was the highlight of the day.
And the prizes were the best.
I was attached to the XTRAIL team. Tiring? Duh! My muscles are still aching!


2nd place blues...or is that an "I'm cool no matter what, pose"


The sacred white peacock. (yeah sure!)


Our Singapore National Volleyball Team. :P


Hidden Dragon! Where's the Crouching Tiger? Hmmm!


Now, how do i cook Chicken Briyani?


Lotus (Elise, I wish)


So do you Paul, take Charlotte...


WHat!? I can't kiss her?!


I can't read the map! Argh...


Ok lets go! Umm where ah?

The Price of Distance

To Be Read On That Day.

The price has been paid. In full.
The unexpected, totally unexpected.

Though my heart hurts beyond controllability, I cannot bring myself to anger. I know I am partly to blame. My not being there, caused a longing, beyond controllable desire. With the intoxication of endorphines, flowing from every cell in her body...

My heart knew something was wrong, I just didnt dare ask her. Not wanting to anger or sadden. I can't blame anyone now, nor do I want to.
We are now equal. At the same level, and the almost the same form of the experience. In a sick way, I am relieved. Maybe its because, now I don't have to feel guilty when the time comes. Tears flowing down my cheeks now, because I know, despite this equality, we have lost something really special.

Move forward is what we are doing. Putting the past behind us, and sticking even more faithfully. I know and hope this has made us realise how close we have to be, because of the distance. We understand each other now, even better.

The day will come when we will look back at this, and cry and weep, but at the same time, I know we'll be holding each other tight and realising how much we love each other, how much we've grown, and how far we've come.

I love you. I'm forever yours, faithfully.

To Be Read On That Day.

The Troubles of Distance

To all who think that having a long distance relationship is easy.
Nonesense.
It really requires trust above all else, and of course understanding. Especially when you dont talk to each other very often.

Because of this lack of communication, breakdowns are common. No frequent, but common. Sometimes these breakdowns lead to major misunderstandings and in worse cases, hate.

Independence is a quality that comes tied together with a devil may care attitude. If you are affected by the words of people around you, you are not truly independant. Besides your lifestlye being independant, so must your mind be. Your ideas, thoughts, and decisions.
Its already hard for me to communicate with you, now its even harder with this situation. When i need you to understand what im trying to do, you keep your distance. All this doesnt help, yes im supposed to be mature, but hey! Im still human.

Im not here to destroy anything. I want to build it up. You have to know how to do things smartly, not lay everything out on the table. You dont play poker putting all your cards on the table.
For you to win, you have to play smart. No one will get hurt in the end (not talkin bout poker now).
Timing is of the essence, If you dont play the right cards at the right time, Its going to backfire.
It already has in a way.
I just hope it doesnt become worse.
Yes its a risk we have taken, but a calculated risk that you are refusing to calculate right now.

I wish i could sit down with you and explain everything. sigh. I just wish.

Its bad enough i miss you so much, and bad enough that i have step back and allow you to concentrate (the latter of which i know must be done).

Sigh.
Miss you.
REALLY.
joshie.

Operation Val

Did a birthday over the weekend. One of my church members. This is like the dont know how many'th party decor im doing and im really proud of what i do. Anyway the party direction was given to me, so that really helped...i was able to come up with decent (ok more than decent!) decor. Pink and White...and It was a garden theme. Though the budget was considerably small. I managed to pull off the look. LoL. The best thing was getting the Survivor style oil lamps. I think the pictures below speak more than words.










My Pride and Joy. Many thanks to those who helped out, you know who you are. : )

Sentosa Expedition!

Went to Sentosa on Hari Raya to Prepare for this saturday's amazing race. Lucky i took my cam, decided to try some nature photography. lol. and some other crazy stuff.


The Cathedral

Are we in Jurrasic Park?

Crystal Clear

Spiderman 4 - The New Guy