A day in the life of the downtrodden and demistyfied...

why does it have to hurt?

why does the pain have to be unbearable?

why wont it go away?

why cant i forget,

so the pain will go away?

but sometimes,

i think maybe,

i dont want the pain to go away.

because maybe then i might forget u

and i dont think

i could live if i did that...

ever

Today was a day of sadenned embarresment...

I was thrown into a saddened confusion by a piece of my heart,

dazed confused lost

my heart broken into a million pieces

WHY?

I HAVE NO IDEA

A Feint, within a feint, within a feint...

On the lighter side...

I was walking around Singapore from 1400 hours to 1730 hrs..

WITH MY FLY DOWN!

ARRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

why...ask my super-stupid memory chip...

sheesh, talk about embarassing..

then again, what you dont know can't hurt you

joshie