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So, at a period where time stands still, and i worry about dim sum....alas....what can i do about it? my hands are tied by an invisible rope of self-restraint, understanding and patience.Though that may be good, i am writhing in pain at the thought of being so close but not close enough to provide understanding huggability when it is needed most.
I feel so close yet being kept at a distance....
Though i respect that, its just eating my poor little heart that i cant comfort the way i want to.
Maybe i should take the first step in establishing first contact with outer space *oops* i mean dim sum.

Dim sum, if you read this...i really want to get to know you more, and i really sense something special. I know you are occupied with school, and dance, and youth...and i really want to be there supporting you, cause i believe we have very similar callings...i know you know that...

I'll be patient and pray. Good things come to those who wait, please just be open to the notion of giving me a chance.

Meanwhile, life in ADSD, is getting better, with me working on the 'Ambulance' project....which is really fun working with Ang, Tony, and Kumar...and looking forward to the finished product....DAMN its going to be beautiful....

looking forward to ORD OH!!!!!!.......4 months and 3 days....

joshie